I’m the sinner who abandons all of you.
Category Archives: Self-Righteous Philosophy
Oh how, how is this worth waiting
(It feels like it’s rushed, rushed because you…)
Oh, how they hesitate ’cause they already dream if you are
(Tell me you are staying…)
They’re calling you out…
…is this a sign of the end, are we losing Him?
…is this is a sign of distress, are you losing Him?
Disappointment is…
!) The feeling of sadness or displeasure caused by the nonfulfillment of one’s hopes or expectations;
2) The person, event, or thing that causes such a feeling.
Love is…
1) An intense feeling of deep affection; a sexual or romantic attachment; a great interest and pleasure or fondness in a subject;
2) The person or thing that one loves; slang for addressing another; formality when signing off mail;
3) A score of zero (usually in squash or tennis) [ORIGIN: apparently from the phrase play for love (i.e., the love of the game, not for money); folk etymology has connected the word with French l'oeuf ‘egg,’ from the resemblance in shape between an egg and a zero.]
So how not to get disappointed? Don’t have expectations or hopes!
Or just don’t love;
You care: you worry.
You’re fond: you’re jealous.
You’re responsible: you’re troubled.
You’re enjoying the moment: You’re getting sick of it.
You promise: You disappoint.
“Don’t love” too extreme?
Don’t give your love easily.
Easily said, but impossible it’s not.
Sometimes you just wanna be left alone.
Sometimes you don’t.
Sometimes you want to just walk all the way home, plugged into a plethora of mood-worthy melodies, strolling, (smoking,) letting yourself drift all the way, till, inevitably, you reach your destination.
Sometimes you want to just meet people, and have a good chat, or just be hugged and loved or gain the center of attention and concern, or just gather together and have fun.
Everybody’s Sometime happens at different times. When they do coincide, you become great friends amidst other factors. But after that, the pedestal you know as friendship goes through fair weather.
You’ll learn to cope.
I hate it when my socially craving Sometime happens to me when I am really busy.